feelings

I feel stupid, so God damed stupid.
Someone breaks your heart,
your trust,
you are devistated.
Broken.
A part of you, a part that still hopes,
accepts apoligies and promises of a change,
but then, not even 24 hours latter,
the trust is broken again.
How could you? you ask
he was hoping too.
That I wouldn't find out,
that I wouldn't get mad again,
All bonds
of trust
Broken.